Feelings

I know what a title right??? LOL As as I sit a sip on my coffee on this labour day I just can't believe summer break is over and it's time for back to school. Some provinces are already back but here in Ontario we don't go back until after Labour Day. So this is it, this is the last day before the craziness begins again.

When I woke up I just had the urge to write, really about my feelings on today and the days ahead. It's crazy how time just goes by so fast. I still remember the last day of school and now we are just mere hours away from my oldest who is starting grade 2 this year.

I can't believe my eldest will be 7 in exactly two weeks. I just don't know where the time has gone. Has time gotten away from any of you? I feel like it has. I feel like I blink and boom another year has gone by and more changes with my kids are happening.

I honestly feel like I just returned from mat leave with my youngest, and he will be turning 4 in January. I realized this little ones will not stay young forever and to cherish every moment with them. No we didn't go on any "vacations" away, but we had some amazing memories this summer locally and my kids had an amazing time.

Time just seems to be going by to quickly for my liking. I wish time would just slow down just a little for us moms to breathe and just take in everything. Maybe it's just me, and I put a lot of pressure on myself but for me, time is most important and I'm trying everything to make every day the fullest.

Yeah I know sounds cliche but I have finally realized that is the truth. It's time to put what we truly believe first and love first. A lot of what i'm writing might not make sense but that's the greatest thing about writing, just putting those ideas and feelings down and letting them out.

Writing again has given me that urge to just get my crap together LOL. Deciding to work on something was the best decision I made. I mean I do work full time outside of the home as well so it's going to be at tough 12 months but I'm willing to work for that time in the end for my family and for me.

Anyone else out there made that decision and living your best life? Comment below and let me know, would love to read and hear all about those inspiring and tough decisions.